Done.

Ugly  Ugly in countless ways Fugly Gross Features Chronic illness Damaged organs Fucking Dumb Fucking Incompetent Belittled  Constant Disappointment Big time failure  Why was I brought into this world? If I was destined to be all of the above? This world is too fucking competitive  Too fucking degrading Fucking complicated Fuck my dumb ass mind…

God’s Vessel

I’ve been meaning to write this Life’s complicated I don’t get why earlier on in life I had the hope that I could live a “long” life. No one can live a long life Not one is promised with that With the short life allocated to each of us You can only hope for a…

at the brink

So much that I’ve gone through in life  Instances I never expected, never imagined suffocating me physically and psychologically  Instances that are involuntarily self inflicting  all these occurrences brutally impacting my life  I don’t want to get into detail  That’s exhausting as well  I’ve been really thinking a lot  Regardless of the physical pain I’m…

old me

the answer is fixed  exit  no strings attached  bid farewell  forgotten  if we happen to cross paths again just acknowledge what was past  yet move on  안녕

10.24

reckless inconsiderate wasting time and life away when are you going to stop?  when are you going to take effective action?  you want to prosper  you want a good stable life you want to feel healthy  yet you’re lazy doubtful fearful trying to control things when God should be the one to do that for…

i still wonder

the afternoon sky  pretty in pink blended in purple gazed and amazed capturing the moment  found out hours later we all chose to look up at the same afternoon sky different places  different times different reasons why we chose to do what we did contemplating though there maybe silence between us  a part of me…

Hope & Anxiety

A lot has happened in the past few weeks. From the untimely death of Christina Grimmie to the unfortunate massacre at Orlando’s Pulse Nightclub, with forty-nine people who had so much to live for. I’m still trying to fathom why these atrocities had to occur and why there are people living in this world who…